It so happened that I had a very soft nature towards every thing in this world. I had endless love for every one in relation with me. I never felt to be hard with any one, despite the fact I usually was back fired by my friends. I would still stick to them. My dream was to live simple and well. One day some thing happened, the most usual thing that happens, I fell for some one! She had the smile, the charms, and looks of decentness… I felt that she could be the one for me. The reason was simple, I was a nice person and I could expect such a beautiful person like her. For the first time in my life I felt the greed in me. But mind it not because it was only for me… As time passed I came close to her, as we were both in the same University. We used to talk and laugh, but I always used to ignore the fact that she had an uneasy feeling or looks on her face, when ever she used to sit with me. I thought it may be she was worried that some one might object about me sitting with her or millions of any other reasons. But then as time passed away, which is a normal thing to happen, I began to notice that she would ignore me. She would see me clearly, but still she would act as if she has not seen me. This kept my mind at unrest. And then I became wary of the fact that she would be happy and relaxed when sitting with the other boys, but no matter how funny and comforting I used to be with her she would still have the uneasy looks on her face. From that day I still remember, I lost my smile. I began to hate every one I met; I cursed every GOD made thing. We used to chat all night over the internet, and I realized this was the right place to tell her how I felt towards her and every thing. First I told her, that I loved her, and then about the way she acted towards me in the University. She was shocked and replied back but I don’t love you and no why should I ignore you? The second part was more of a lie than a question. I just typed back, its ok if you don’t love me, but I do and I am not forcing you. All I want is you to be happy and smiling. In my heart it was disaster, but I kept it numb and calm saying to my self love was not by force but by love it self. But from that day she would say things to me that would indirectly mean that she did not wanted me to be around with her. I could not understand why, would any one hate me so much while I do the opposite so much… As time passed we got promoted to the next semester and I went to her and wished her congrats. But instead of wishing me congrats too she just signed back saying she was not happy about it, for her fee has risen. I gave a small laugh and said “it is nothing, you got promoted and that what mattered, now how about a party?” I said. Her reply was like a blunt knife, saying no I don’t give parties. I thought of her as a sensible girl and worried about spending money on such foolish things. But later that night I learned she had a big party. When the next time she came online, I said hallo and once jumped to the main topic about the party. I said to her that you gave away a party and did not even bother to inform me about it… After a long time she replied back, that the party was only for her friends and no one else. I got angry and typed what do you mean by that? She typed back that she meant that only for girls and not boys. I calmed down and though now there is always an exceptional case. After a week I heard from some of her class fellows that the number of boys in her party was more than the number of girls. Then at once I felt it was the limit. All this time I meant nothing to her and I was lied about each and every thing. I had so much anger towards her that I planned to take my revenge on her. But one of my best friends told me that I was only wasting my time thinking about her and she was only interested in rich boys with heavy pockets big cars and expensive gifts. From the very moment it became evident to me, that money was what mattered and not love or true care. So from that day onwards, I changed my self and now I have only one purpose. And it is to earn so much that I can crush and make suffer such people…