I don’t have anything to say, i’ve been thinking of coming up over and over to my blog to write so many things i wanted to share but i really never had it to make it up to the blog finally just because many things were personal, not really personal though, my friends have been a big mess for me lately… i feel demented. The internet access at hostel is limited, each and every source of online entertainment has been slapped with a ban, no orkutting no facebooking, any website with the word girl is slapped blocked. Studies suck, Ramadan is not well, i haven’t been as religious as i should have been, i get bored to death daily, i don’t feel good in the company of anyone, i don’t miss home and i don’t enjoy music, i am even scared, scared alot by the recent political instability, the bombings, the attacks, the presidential forcefull take over, the situation in Peshawar and specially in our vicinity, Eid is approaching and i don’t feel like celebrating it…. I don’t even have anything decent to write about, my words are gone and so are my abilities to carry on with the world, i feel like i don’t even exist the way i used to be, i don’t have the same knowledge i used to have and i am no more a geek, i come online and spend hours thinking what to do, no good movies, no fun. Life Sucks!