It often happens once in quite a while or more often in a little while that i feel broken! I just realized today and probably the last few hours have been pain, no wonder i came from a friend’s mother funeral that overall is a tragic thing for someone like me and than i see the news saying the devastating earthquake at Balochistan leaves thousands homeless and over 160 dead, i think i should probably leave the country as there is no place for me in this country any more but than i think death is inevitable, even in the safest corner of the earth i’ll have to forfeit my soul some day, *CRAP CRAP*  I just don’t understand what’s been happening lately!

Ever since i started the treatment and lately the effects it had over my stomach and overall nature i would say since i find the treatment more of a brain than of skin, oh no never i am never too worried about my skin or looks or whatever but i started it just for the heck of it and have to take it to the end just for the heck of it again. The people around me, well its fun at times and yet so boring the next moment, everything is unpredictable and nothing seems ok. The exams and the tensions alone are destroying my everything, my thinking and all is changing, am a mess up in the tensions of others and though i want to quit being a part yet i enjoy being a part of it. Life Sucks to say!

Dunno what even made me blog today, ah well internet is working fine in the dorm today and that was another tension! lolz… guess i’ll quit the post saying its probably nothing but for a happy go lucky person like me, The monthly Mood SWING!

Yes i hate Internet Explorer no matter the fact that the latest version is quite stable and fast yet it sucks the biggest ever time! The main reason being it usually displays my blogs all broken and all crooked, spreading the sidebars here and there, images spread all over the page and the entire theme doomed!

The same blog with the same settings and no other modifications runs perfectly and smooth over the Mozilla Firefox that happens to be my favorite browser of all times,it was so recently i found out that my blog is broken on the Blue E browser when i accessed my blog from the lab of my campus, well whatever, i am not gonna fix it anyways, whoever thinks they should read my blog, use Mozilla Firefox cos frankly speaking, Internet Explorer Sucks and i hate the blue E!

Most of the people who personally know me know well that i have been going through the ups and downs of sever acne that resides all over my back and arms though lately it vanished from my face. I had to start a treatment somehow before things get worst, i’ve been to a couple of doctors before but well in teenage you can’t stick to using the same medicines for like more than a month and that’s what happened to me, i never did the proper treatment till i realized its time for me to see a skin specialist because the acne over the back really wasn’t letting me sleep.

The doctor suggested i should take a capsule “ISTN Zwanzig” daily , but well i never found that tablet anywhere in the world, even Google.com came up with weird results. Than a friend of mine coming from Mangla happen to drop by in Islamabad and found an alternate to the medicine (a little more expensive though) after talking to my doctor over the phone. This one is called “ISTN Roaccutane” though and Doctor claims its a grade above than the one he wrote for me before.

Well i started the treatment like 3 days back, taking a single capsule a day, and it turns out to be a night mare putting me to sleep all day long, headaches just never leaving me alone and the appetite for food nearly vanished. I was like it plans to kill me or what, but i think the water intake as suggested by the doc was minimal, i was even lying on the bed, missed going to gym cos had temperature today when i realized i never drink water. Well its been like 6 hours now, i took plenty of water and well i feel kind of very much better. Its all about the water anyways, the tablets now i plan to take with a glass of milk(i really hate it though) and with plenty of water. The treatment is to be continued for about 5 months atleast, cos it’s sever acne or i would call it SEVERE and OLD Acne(been 4 years now).

Wish me luck~